My day job is
to associate with and try to bless the lives of young people as they make the
trek through life. Some of them are very
excited to be in my classes but there are a few who would rather be anywhere else.
I understand
the feelings they have ……… who wants to spend 80 minutes every other day with
an old man who is always talking about religion?
(A boy at another seminary once complained to the
principal that his teacher just kept talking about Jesus….. REALLY, what else should a seminary teacher
do? L)
There are
days when it feels like I am all alone in my efforts. The kids are cranky and the message seems too
deep for their minds and hearts -------the end result is boredom or obnoxious
behavior.
For the
most part, those days are MY fault. O,
there are occasional times when the “wild teen” goes berserk and destroys the
class but generally, poor days are a result of my efforts in preparing.
But recently
I have discovered that there is another reason for failure.
And it is
also my fault.
Often, I prepare
very well and have a decent idea what should happen but things still fall
apart.
Guess what
the problem is?
It’s my
attitude.
No matter
how well I study and find interesting things to teach, if I am grumpy or
sarcastic, then everything goes awry.
Now, you
would think that after nearly 20 years doing this I would recognize that
problem in myself.
And I do!!
But, as
with so many other personal issues, I tend to forget and let things creep back
in.
I know
the Lord is merciful so I am confident that EVENTUALLY I will overcome some of
these lesions on my soul, but I sure wish I could hurry and get things
straight.
Until next
time – BE NICE.
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